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I am supposed to do a thing but the truth is I am not worth doing it, but I was forced to do it, and when I realize that I was not supposed to do it, what do I do, well I go ahead and try, impress everyone and as well impress me and myself in the process, but that was just a dream that I would be doing it, wouldn’t I step down and not do that. Whatever I will be doing it because doing it, is what matters and not the outcome of it. Whatever the above would have made sense, the fact that you are still reading it, proves the point, which it’s really not important to understand, what you are reading, but reading is what more important. Does it sound interesting, no you might think, yes you might not think, yes/no, why there are only north and south pole, I though we had four directions, so why not a west and east pole. Well may be that’s what people call thinking out of the poles. What happened to me, I saw 2 films that’s all, Thank you for Smoking and Man of the Year.
What’s the more powerful tool in the world, right now I say Speech, and tomorrow may be Salt. Why salt well ask me tomorrow, today only Speech. (I just loved writing that). You want to get inside my head, its full, of what -- mindless conversations, my friend listed mindless conversations over the phone was one of his passion, where I am leading all this to, where does all mindless conversation lead to, waste of time, of course not, then what, is that the time that I am wasting of, or do I want to waste away my time, in neither case I had a hell a lot of time. What do I do with it, killing time, what do everybody want to kill time and not save it, we say spending/saving money. Why do u save, obvious of course to save it. If at all I could save my time so that later I can kill it. Wonderful, I can use the saved time to do something for which I am running out of time. Where do I save time, inside locker, if so do I need to stand in a queue wasting time saving it?
They said idle mind is devils workshop, I wonder what devil does? What’s his/her hobby, idling time with idle mind? Well that’s arises one more question, is devil male/female. Does the gender really matter? We are concerned only with the outcome of what a devil did evil. Evil ills, but not win. If participating is what important and not winning, then what Evil is doing shouldn’t that be appreciated? If appreciations encourage us to do more, then devils are appreciated coz there is more evil, does that mean devil is around or it’s just the presence of less good. Conclusion: my mind is idle for the moment and devil is worship(O)pping it and I let it go coz I didn’t much choice left. What really are my choices anyway, Just do it, only one choice, I may define not doing it as doing it, coz being idle is what takes more courage to do. Sadhus be idle for years, I believe that’s more difficult that understanding e=mc^2 ,was Einstein idle at all, wouldn’t he, he would have after he found reality, what’s the difference between reality ( not Einstein’s reality) and fiction, reality has less fiction and fiction has far more reality. Where and how do I stop? Does the road lead to, all the road leads to Rome, but definitely not this. It leads me to sleep now.
I just loved what I wrote thought it really didn’t make sense, however it answered my first paragraph
What’s the more powerful tool in the world, right now I say Speech, and tomorrow may be Salt. Why salt well ask me tomorrow, today only Speech. (I just loved writing that). You want to get inside my head, its full, of what -- mindless conversations, my friend listed mindless conversations over the phone was one of his passion, where I am leading all this to, where does all mindless conversation lead to, waste of time, of course not, then what, is that the time that I am wasting of, or do I want to waste away my time, in neither case I had a hell a lot of time. What do I do with it, killing time, what do everybody want to kill time and not save it, we say spending/saving money. Why do u save, obvious of course to save it. If at all I could save my time so that later I can kill it. Wonderful, I can use the saved time to do something for which I am running out of time. Where do I save time, inside locker, if so do I need to stand in a queue wasting time saving it?
They said idle mind is devils workshop, I wonder what devil does? What’s his/her hobby, idling time with idle mind? Well that’s arises one more question, is devil male/female. Does the gender really matter? We are concerned only with the outcome of what a devil did evil. Evil ills, but not win. If participating is what important and not winning, then what Evil is doing shouldn’t that be appreciated? If appreciations encourage us to do more, then devils are appreciated coz there is more evil, does that mean devil is around or it’s just the presence of less good. Conclusion: my mind is idle for the moment and devil is worship(O)pping it and I let it go coz I didn’t much choice left. What really are my choices anyway, Just do it, only one choice, I may define not doing it as doing it, coz being idle is what takes more courage to do. Sadhus be idle for years, I believe that’s more difficult that understanding e=mc^2 ,was Einstein idle at all, wouldn’t he, he would have after he found reality, what’s the difference between reality ( not Einstein’s reality) and fiction, reality has less fiction and fiction has far more reality. Where and how do I stop? Does the road lead to, all the road leads to Rome, but definitely not this. It leads me to sleep now.
I just loved what I wrote thought it really didn’t make sense, however it answered my first paragraph
