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Fellow Contemporaries Tony in 24 Season talks about Jack, commenting that some people are more comfortable in stress, well I am definitely not comfortable at stress but I really want to be in a pressured time, I am totally bored with having all the time in the world,if not this post wont be coming up right now. I want to do the 25th hour thing in the 24th hour rather than having all 24 hours before me.
I want to fight, I want to hit someone in the eye so that it black out him, of all of the testimonials that i had in orkut, if I am asked to pick the one that I like, this will be it...
“Closest of friends… and this testi is not any praise for this guy, but just a moment in our fun filled lives.. only once in his life would he have fought with someone and I was lucky to be there at the moment to witness it… his fight with butty was so physical, brutal and also cool… and the few around knew that this wont last long, we just witnessed it and did nothing to stop… surprisingly ponam won comfortably in the end… and to nobody’s surprise, it took only seven minutes before all of us went for a beer with two guys having scars and pain through them… and don’t even bother to ask why there was a fight on the first hand… its difficult to understand.." The above was said about me by Billy, one of the closest buddies since college.
Inspired from Fight Club “After you fight, the entire volume comes down and you could face almost anything in life.” I want to do it again... I want to fight until the other person says I QUIT or I say I quit.
Tyler Durden asks “If you died right now, how would you feel about your life?”
Well Frankly I don’t know how to answer that, has anything I have done made my life better?
“Warning: If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don't you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all that claim it? Do you read everything you're supposed to read? Do you think every thing you're supposed to think? Buy what you're told to want? Get out of your apartment. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you're alive. If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned”
When I wrote the above post, nothing was saved, not even time, it was a total crap waste of time. But then nothing mattered. All that matters how you feel end of day, were you happy doing it. That's what matters, nothign else, absolutely NOTHING ELSE.
Some time back I was totally screwed up, I will always have pile of things above me, not knowing which to pick up, ever pre occupied, I was the so called busy professional .. Screw everything, screw people writing code in java and getting null pointer exception,everybody who scrap in orkut, scrapping strangers Do I know you, hey can we be friends,I saw you at my cousins weddding,Do you remember me screw them all,that ting ting sound which comes in gtalk, people who are trying to multiply coins in Wall Street, looking all those god damn charts making nothing out of it, who waste time watching movies 25/7, everybody who posts blog and more of all everybody who reads those posts, , people who reply to all the thread mails in the world, those who are giving project deployments, those who test the products, those who leave a voice message - 'Hey Man,giveee me aa call.. phone eduka mudiyatho.. sir romba busyooo", those who are planning for the next long weekend, all holidays in the calendar, those who trying to learn something new, those who stay all night and work and still get no appreciation for it. , those who learn guitar playing till their fingers bleed, those who draw cartoons, those who want to travel places, those to buy groceries in that deparment store out that and trying to woo the sales girls there , those who snooze their alarm clocks every morning and never getting up at the time they set alarm on, those who read newspapers everyday reading every line making no matter out of it, those who are reading this right now, don’t you have anything better in your life to do, all, all, all of them
No Not all, Screw Me I had it all, and I threw it away, you dumb!
Bhooma Devi vaya thoraka pora, namma ellorum ulla poga porom (this I heard in a bus stop, a fellow was shouting this and going, I was like: O)
I’ll run. Keep running. I will run to middle of nowhere, take that road as far as it takes me to a different world. . Nothin' at all for miles around. Nothin' bu blue sky. Not a soul in sight. No sirens. No car alarms. Only silence out there, I will find peace. I will find GOD. It all came so close to never happening. This life came so close to never happening.
Yappa oru one hour time pass aachu.. it was good writing something totally irrelevant and being violent :P, I liked it. Watch 25th Hour. Period.
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